Under the Stares

I felt pretty discontented with my experimentation, I feel like Im not going anywhere. Frustrated with looming essays and other projects, my family and other commitments, I felt under pressure. 

I had this conversation with my husband and spoke about how the masks weren't doing anything and that I felt like I wanted to just sit in a corner . 

Under my stairs in my home there is a cubby hole, normally full of old games and tesco bags.

I took a few photos, using lighting and different poses. I wore my mask and continued started to feel what I had been feeling. 

I even started to weep in my mask. 

The games behind me towered up high on the shelves with their names of Tension, Ker Plunk, Risk, Game of Life in bright colours. 

Im really happy with this final image, I feel that it says a lot about how I was feeling. I like the messy floor, bare feet, and lighting. 

Under the Stares, 2019